Four.

There's been a lot of stuff that has gone on since I last wrote. (Although, it's only been like... a week since I last posted, I think.)

My dog, Sparky, who I've had since I was eight, got out of the yard a few days ago. it was an accident, a miscommunication between my mother and my father and the back gate was left open. Sparky is a chow/black lab mix. He's about 14 years old now, going a bit blind and is a little senile. He attacked our neighbor's shih tzu (which by the way, is an ugly rat of a dog and I applaud him for his choice of victim.) , but didn't injure the dog too badly. Although our neighbors are not pressing charges, my parents now see Sparky as a liability. There are a lot of little kids in the neighborhood and the neighborhood they live in has a two dog limit per household (dumb, I know.) and my parents currently have four dogs. Basically, Sparky has to be euthanized (due to the fact he's 14, and vicious/a liability) and it's been an upsetting week for me partly due to this new development.

Chevy was neutered yesterday. (Chevy is 7 months old and lives with me, the other four dogs live with my parents.) It was very nerve-wracking for me, as I have a deathly fear of anesthesia, and my dog had to be put under anesthesia for this procedure. Chevy is my baby, and I love him to death, I don't know what I would have done if something had happened to him. I've had him since he was 4 1/2 weeks old-- hand feeding, spoon feeding and bottle feeding was a constant with him for the first two weeks or so. Then there were the countless nights of worry over whether he would survive the worm and flea treatments at such a young age. I love him more than anything, (Sparky excluded, because he was my first love and will forever have my heart.) and I would do anything for him. So you can understand my fear of his reaction to the anesthesia after so much time, effort and money on this little precious life. Surgery went well, I was told that he was one of the most well behaved dogs to come in for a long time. I was very proud of him!

Now, I've got a doctor's appointment in the morning, I'm going to work out with my friend Ali, I have to take my neighbor's dog out for an hour and do a speech test online by 12 midnight. That's a lot to get done, but I'm excited to do it. I'm especially excited about the working out, I'm trying to lose 60 pounds (or thereabouts) to get back into shape and be happy with myself. I've been eating at home, working out and I worked with a personal trainer today. Melanie at Gold's Gym is AMAZING. I love her. It's too bad that I cant afford a personal trainer-- $55/hr sessions are just too expensive for me right now. I'm hoping that I can go to as many classes as possible and work out on my own and get where I need to be. I want to be beautiful inside AND out. I am a good person, and I want it to show and be a part of my life.

Other than that, I can't think of much else that's going on-- I have ADHD/ADD/Dyslexia testing on the 19th at the NeuroPsycological Clinic here in Austin. I hope they'll find out what's causing my issues in school. (P.S. Spell Check is helping me write this, hopefully I don't have dyslexia, but at 19, when I'm still reading things incorrectly, I worry.

Well, I'm going to head off to bed... got to get up early in the morning and get my stuff done!!

I love you.

xxoo BMC

Three.

Ahhh, Torchie's Tacos.
I had three of those damn god tacos this morning, and let me say, they were DAMN GOOD.
Also, AT&T never fails to fuck up-- I'm on my third Blackberry Curve 8310, and it's malfunctioning again. Yesterday, I called the service center and they had me on the phone for 2.5 hours 'troubleshooting' my phone, when I had already been to the AT&T store 20 minutes prior, 'troubleshooting'.
So my blackberry is fucked up, and now I'm getting a Samsung Impression (SGH-A877).



That would be CNET's review of the phone-- just in case you were curious :)

I'm really excited for this new phone to arrive-- it looks liek a good compromise between the Blackberry and the iPhone. Although, I'd really like toget the iPhone right now, I have to wait till Dec. 15th till I can upgrade to a brand new one for $199. That's really exciting!!

Other than that, I made a pretty amazing grade on my history paper on "The Evils of the 'MRS' Degree". Apparently, a 94 is one of the highest grades he ever gives out for a subjective paper. (He doesn't think anyone's point of view is "perfect".)
I was really excited when he told me I got one of the highest grades in the class.

Have I ever said Easy Mac is delicious?
Because it is.

ON NOM NOM.

Good Afternoon,

I love you.

xxooBMC

Two.

Some things have come to my attention recently that have made me re-evaluate my life.

1. Eventually, the money runs out.
Normally, I wouldn't have to worry about money, but being a trust fund baby with a diminishing trust fund has got me worried. Education is a bitch. End of story. Not only that, but the cost of living where I am is ridiculous. I need to shave off about 500 dollars a month to continue where I'm at. (I know, right? That's like 2 times a decent car payment per month.) I think money is an evil thing. Lets go back to the trading system. I've got some cool cabbage patch kids, who wants dibs on those?

2. Looking attractive never sucked so much.
Being a girl is a bitch. Literally and metaphorically. Losing weight is one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life, and sticking to it is even worse. Plus, getting ready every morning is annoying, and boys are really stupid if they think girls wake up with makeup perfectly done every morning. (Gentlemen, I know there are a few of you out there who believe this. IT'S A LIE.)

3. Getting school work done on a beautiful Sunday is futile.
'nuff said.


So here I am, pajamas, crap food and my homework pushed to the side.
GOTTA WRITE A BLOG ENTRY THOUGH!!

Maybe I'll get a little work done today.

...maybe.

I love you.

xxooBMC



P.S. This is HeyKelsey's BEST song! :)

One.

So I was thinking I would leave something inspiring, something you would all say was wonderful and would make you want to subscribe to my blog. This is my first attempt at a blog, and hopefully, someone out there will read this piece of junk I'll throw together-- and hopefully I'll throw it together once a day-- if not more.

There's nothing that I've got to tell you right away, you'll find out more about me as time goes on. I'm not hiding my identity, you can find out who I am pretty easily. Just follow the trail of links and you'll find me. I guess that's a bad thing, what with people getting fired over their blogs and getting sued for comments made on their blog sites. Whatever. I'm not too concerned with society's need to politically correct.

I love the truth, but there are lots of lies embedded in the truth when you listen to it. Truth is merely a point of view. Get over it.

I love you.

goodnight.

xxooBMC



P.S. This is HeyKelsey. I listen to her a lot.